Princess307

Hiiiiiii guys... today im not in such a pleasant mood. in the morning i was all cheery but ..yeah...anywhoo, i got to go home with my cousin!!! whooo!! i wanna sleepover againn.... :( 

but, its fine..im just gonna vent over here..

okay, so in our last business lesson, a boy from my class (lets call him D). he told our business teacher that he doesnt want to improve and he doesnt cra eabout his grades. he also talked back to our teacher, saying that the reason nobody got perfect was because he wasnt being lenient. HUUUH????!!!!

man, that was low, dude... we do not talk to our teachers like that.. well, our teacher was very nice about it..i mean he didnt even shout or anything. he just told him that he might want to tell his parents that cause if he doesnt wanna improve, then our teacher cant help him.. and he answered that just tell, "he" doesnt even care. so whats the point? 

so obviously, he meant his dad or parents... i understand him completely..i mean, since when has my parents ever cared what i got??? i get them home straight As and they dont even flip a hair.. sure, my mum goes "wow, cii.." but then after that nothing... the way she said it, i can even tell shes uninterested.. my dad? he just says.. very good. thats it.

yeah, i felt exactly like D before. if i get awesome grades (in my opinion only.) and they dont care, so what is the point of working hard to getting it??? its useless... might as well do badly. then i dont have to waste my time studying my stupid lessons! yes, i was angry before. but now, i figured this wasnt the right way of getting back at them.

D was wrong to think that he shouldnt care. he should! i should! now i do. why? because think of it this way.. are you going to ruin your life just because your parents didnt pay attention to you? you couldve been sooo successful and smart and famous! but it might as well be wistful dreams unless you care! universities look at your grades before you get admitted in. so get good grades! you can prove your parents wrong later on in life! make them regret never paying attention to you! be successful! live happily! then they will see you one day and say.."wow, im sorry i never thought you'd make it this big.. im so proud of you." (okay, this is my dream, but whatever..) so to all yo guys out there whos in the same boat, dont think like D! think about your future!!! :) 

good luck then! 

anyway, some extra things... you know, lately ive been thinking... what if i could stay alone forever, but i can have one best friend? would i do it? i think it would lessen soooo much drama.. i hate dramas..i hate thinking about everything.. maybe its why i never ever want to love and marry.. I've seen things... its so much trouble. you get hurt, you hear things, you hurt people, you get sad and cry. i hate those things! i thought i could just shut myself and concentrate on being successful and happy! that would be sooo much easier!!! you dont have to think about anything and just do things..i wonder of being a robot is good...hmmm...im seriously considering it.. i hate having to feel things. i dont want to be sad. i hate being angry. i hate the way i have to feel things i dont want to. uurghhh!!!!! the point is.. is it gonna be better if i was alone? hmm...im really confused right now... 

okay, the seriously emo paragraph is ovah!!! im back guys! :) :) :)